Teen Sequins 2024
Grace Marie Liu, Age 17
Bio: Grace Marie Liu is a Chinese-American poet from Michigan. Her writing has appeared or is forthcoming in The Minnesota Review, Sundog Lit, and AAWW, among others. She serves as an Editor-in-Chief for Polyphony Lit and The Dawn Review.
My Mother Tells Me a Heart is the Same Size as a Fist
after Kaylee Young-Eun Jeong
The day I turned seventeen I threatened to cut off
all my hair and move to New York City, so my mother
pistoled her index finger into my
stomach, saying, Aren’t you tired of being
this way. I wrapped my hands around her
choice of weapon, watching
my anger tiptoe outside my collarbones
into the frameless mirror behind her. When I was
three years old I choked on a watermelon
seed and my mother told me, Swallow
down. I know because she frames it
as if this made me rather than tried to kill me.
My phone number changed and I woke up
with an ear infection. Pus crusted around my left
pearl earring like a small, golden mango.
Wherever I was, the sun kept falling
as my ear bloomed red, then blue, then purple.
I used to believe that if I sat down somewhere quiet, I could
straighten myself out. But here is an empty flower
pot. Here is a family photo in which everyone is smiling
and my heart is torn out. Here, a girl unravels
my pinned-back hair. My fist opens
in her mouth to cast a dove between her teeth.